Being sick really makes you want to appreciate everyday life a little than you used to.
I’ve been falling sick on and off for the past week and it’s absolute hell. Stops me from things like work and I can’t even do anything at home because I’m in such excruciating pain.
Last night I started developing pains in my intestinal/stomach area and this stopped me from sleeping. I had to stay up the whole night doing nothing but feel pain. The worst part was it wouldn’t hurt as much when I stood up so even sitting or lying down wasn’t an option.
At around 4.30am my body took its toll and I fell asleep for 2 hours only to be woken up by excruciating pain once again. I guess it’s my fault for not taking care of my body while I was still healthy. Terrible consequences.
I’ve taken about 5 different types of medicine to control the pain but it’s still present even up until now.
Hopefully I’ll be able to sleep tonight.
A visit to the doctors should be in order
only I’m afraid they might find something I do not want to hear/know of.
Which leads me to this question
Is it better to know or to never find out?
